My logic

Yes, I'm a fag hag. When I think about it I've always been; wither I knew it or not. My favorite male characters from children's programs and stuff has always been the more feminine ones. I don't know why I like gay people actually. Maybe it's because of the "forbidden love", or that the society (at least many people) think it's wrong and/or disgusting and I therefor want to support them? But since I've liked them all my life I don't think that's it. I'm just born a fag hag. Come join me in the world of BL!

I second on that statement! Or well, maybe not the alcohol part but the rest. I think that God loves all of his children no matter what. As sung by "God" in the movie "The Big Gay Musical": "You are not alone. I am here with you. You're never alone, I walk with you. I'm always with you. And I'll never leave you, I'm with you from abow. I'm not here to punish, I am the God of love." I think that's true. Why would God create gay people if he didn't like them?

Just my logic.

Should I tell you something fun? Like Larry the cucumber once said: "It's a time to be silly, and there's a time to be serious." I think that works both ways. So this time I won't write about my logic, but something that'll put a smile on all you serious people out there. I just need to come up with something... I know what you're thinking; "Why should she spend her time on coming up with something funny when we're just here to read serious thoughts?" I don't have a good answer to that. I just want to make a little bit of the world a little bit happier. Maybe we need that in this all too serious world we live in? Just a little smile on someones face. Whoever it is, wherever you are, and for what reason you're smiling; I'd be glad to be the one creating that smile.

When I think about it, comedians should be considered craftsmen. After all, they're creating smiles and laughter. That should be the best job in the world. It's sad how people seem to think that they're "better" than someone just 'cause their jobs are "more important", and that "Comedian is not a real profession; it's just poor people with no talent and skill who's trying to make a living." or something like that. If you ask me, people who can make others smile should be as respected as lawyers and doctors. Not that "lawyers and doctors" deserve more respect than others, but I think you get my point? Oh dear, look at that. It became a serious text after all! And I still don't know what I should write... Well, one funny thing is that when I write here it's "Do not judge!" but when I write to my friends and/or talks it's "Donut judge!" or well, "Doughnut judge!". Just a fun fact, no? Well then, since I can't make you smile myself I'll just give you some links to sites that may:

http://smartphowned.com/

I don't like lying. If I can, I try to avoid it as much as I can. Apparantly "the statics" say that people lie about five times a day. I don't think I do. Not even white lies. Of course I'm not saying that I never lie, 'cause I do! For example if I've overslept and missed breakfast, I won't tell my parents that if they call and ask me if I woke up in time. I just don't want to dissapoint them and make them worry since they're so concerned about how much I eat. I think I'll do a test tomorrow. Everytime I've told some sort of lie I'll make a mark on my hand. Then I'll see how much I do lie...

(Next day) It didn't work. I forgot to do it. Hopefully I'll remember tomorrow!

(Next day) Argh, I didn't remember. -.-" But yeah, I actually don't think I've lied anything today. And that's the truth! It could be that I've been wrong about something, but in that case it was unintentional and not lying but... providing false information? No I don't know.

Just my thoughts.

"I just moved in to a boarding school. It's really scary and I just want to get out of "my" room. That made me think about how we take in our surroundings. What should it matter if you're home, far away, alone or with someone you know? If you think about it, it's pretty weird." I wrote that part the first day here, one week ago. The night before I got to meet people and got more used to this. At the moment I love it here and reading that part surprised me. But yeah. I still think that it's a bit strange how being in familiar places affects us. Of course I realize that it's "in our nature" to be tense at new places, and that we want to know that we're safe and so on...

Just my thoughts.